I guess I am the freak,
because I can’t just stand around old towns
and smoke my lungs black, or follow girls dancin’ in their yellow dresses,
or follow girls not dancin' in their yellow dresses.
My head will get rollin’ down dams
and splashin’ up prehistoric fish over pipe drains and sand beaches.
They’ll scream fuck! because they haven’t felt the sun in a long time,
and their sticky white skin will sizzle drip in the heat,
and all the water will taste like fried gnats.
Then I’ll get to stabbing.
My knuckles will run flesh mean into the concrete.
Those fish will be breathing or not breathing in the air
and their blind eyes will get big because my knuckles turning
into bright light will dry out their fish eye sockets.
They’ll start licking their fish lips because they feel a flood coming.
But In all my fury, pushing my bones, and taking vibrations,
I’ll feel sorry for the fish.
They’ve been alive a long time,
and they need to be dried out and discovered by some old man
with a brush and an alcohol problem.
So I've stopped breaking the dam.
I ain't gonna follow no yellow dress.
Though I miss it like the pledge of allegiance.
I'm hoping it ashes and mixes,
flushed with brown piss.
28.4.10
Darlin' by Cody Davis
digested by Cody Sean Davis at 1:16 AM 0 chatty Kathys
23.4.10
Inside It's Orange by Cody Davis
I am tired of all this cold
and wet and hurt.
I fill my lungs with the inside air
and hold it, warm hugging,
stretchin’ my lungs until
they shrivel from the outside’s
wind and mean.
I grip and sand paper my hands
into a ball and friction them up
into a sweatin’ ammonia.
Sometimes I sit under dry places
and kick shit to keep warm.
I see people pushing their faces
through the wind’s ocean tide
and I wave to some, and I judge at some.
I take my poison to keep warm
and I hit it hard and it greens my eyes
and I let it fill my lungs.
It weeps around pushing against my life
and I walk it out to the door,
counting heel scrapes,
and it burns good in the cold,
and it burns good in this mean.
digested by Cody Sean Davis at 8:34 PM 0 chatty Kathys
20.4.10
Dirty Thoughts by Cody Davis
digested by Cody Sean Davis at 3:12 AM 0 chatty Kathys
8.4.10
Stranger by Cody Davis
digested by Cody Sean Davis at 2:20 AM 0 chatty Kathys